Saturday 12 February 2011

Farewell

Once home to me, this house is now forgotten
And silence echoes in the icy walls.
Winds walk unhurriedly on floors long rotten
And old paints cracking sound like anguished calls.
 
The walls are crowded with familiar faces -
The ghosts I never knew before by name
But carried in myself to far off places
Until my mind was sick and body lame.
 
Here's Pride, who had her face hung on the ceiling
Just to make sure she's higher than the rest.
She fed me with illusions till unfeeling
I stared through others' pain as empty jest.
 
Obedience, with tears and blood anointed,
Who followed me, a jailer with a stick,
And marked my back with red when disappointed -
Her portrait fell and sits on crumbling brick.
 
Rigidity stands stiff in eerie doorway,
The bones of cracked old frame supporting walls.
She waits, forever upright, for her pay day
When ceiling lapses and last curtain falls.
 
They scowl and scorn with timeless painted hatred
But I'm the one who in the end stands tall.
Today will see them all obliterated.
Today I come with burning wrecking ball.
 
I once escaped but now return much bolder
To lay to rest decrepit evil hags.
My soul grew young but eyes somehow grew older.
Their stately garments I now see as rags.
 
As beams crash down and bury musty pictures
I watch the blazes seize the shattered hall.
A cloud of dust explodes, the ceiling ruptures
And walls laid bare lament the castle's fall.
 
Flames lick the ruined ribcage of my prison
And purge the earth of shadows and grey stain.
A single tear that blurs the stark, grim vision
Falls down unnoticed in a sudden rain.
 
I turn away from death and desolation
And see a flower by my muddy feet,
Its healthy golden smile a confirmation
That courage, love and sun are all I need.

Tuesday 1 February 2011

Red on Black

I found today in my old chest
A little metal hook.
I thought of time long laid to rest -
Blurred pages of my book.

A friend gave me a corset once
That she could not fit on.
I used to lace it up and dance
When I was home alone.

Bright red, with fancy black lace trim,
It looked like earth on fire.
The way it dazzled on pale skin
Was something to admire.

It didn't let me bend or slouch,
For which I was so thankful!
Instead of crying on the couch
I learned to do my handful.

Red satin boned by steel, it was
My female battle armour
Reminding me that I still had
A claim to charm and glamour.

It's been five years and now I have
A corset made to measure.
I have moved on but not forgot
My red-with-black-lace treasure.

A friend came crying to my door
And said her life was ruined.
I pulled the corset out the draw
And told her she could do it.